Thursday, December 5, 2024

Anticipating ‘The Book of Prince’ - Thoughts on the unreleased Netflix documentary


Upon reading Sasha Weiss’ compelling, nearly 9,000-word piece on the “cursed” Prince documentary for The New York Times Magazine, a single sentence resonated with me the most.


“At moments he disliked him intensely, only to find himself moved by Prince’s humanity.”


This sentiment about Prince was relayed to Weiss by Ezra Edelman, director of the unreleased, nine-hour Netflix film currently blocked by Prince’s estate. 

As someone who has been working on a book on Prince for over ten years, I am accustomed to living with his many contradictions, character flaws and traumas. I’ve spent a large portion of my life learning some details about Prince that made me upset, and other information that moved me in a profound and positive way. I’ve been doing the necessary unpacking of this in my manuscript, at Prince conferences and symposia, and within the fan community. I have never been interested in picking apart his shortcomings in detail on social media or on this blog, which I’ve been managing for 14 years. I felt that my book would do the talking for me by placing his choices in context, and not reducing his life to a salacious headline or two.

But as my book continues to be delayed and more information becomes available to mainstream audiences, I suppose now is a good time to communicate a few things: Despite interviewing about 50 people who knew and worked with Prince, I was not aware of some of the information in the documentary. I don’t defend any of Prince’s terrible behavior. Though I am writing a book solely focused on Prince’s spiritual journey, I don’t view him as a guru; I think his spiritual development and use of religious imagery in his music are fascinating, and I hope that people who read my book will be inspired to think more deeply about their own individual spiritual journeys, whatever they may be. Prince once described his music as inspirational, and I still believe that to be true. And it is also aspirational. Prince realized that he did not always live up to certain standards, but it was important for him to communicate them in his music anyway to encourage himself and others. He is not someone who suddenly found religion later in life, but considered – and sometimes struggled – with his belief system and his flaws through his art for nearly 40 years. I spend a lot of time engaging that work for research purposes, but it also brings me joy on a personal level. 

According to The New York Times Magazine, Prince’s Estate is concerned about some of the content in the documentary. Titled “The Book of Prince,” the film includes an allegation that Prince repeatedly punched his ex-girlfriend and protégé Jill Jones after she slapped him in the mid-1980s. This is new information. She didn’t reveal this during my interview with her in 2013, but I have no reason to doubt her story, and it’s awful that it happened. I have been talking to people who knew Prince since before he died. It is only in the last few years that his employees, friends, family and exes have felt comfortable opening up and sharing more details about him. As a writer and researcher, it has been frustrating to piece it all together. I actually find comfort knowing that someone as famous as Edelman has also struggled to get sources to talk. A producer on the film even reached out to me inquiring about Prince’s spiritual journey and how I was able to land an interview with Larry Graham, Prince’s musical hero and spiritual advisor.

The documentary also probes his marriage to Mayte Garcia. They met when she was 16 and he was 32 (The New York Times Magazine incorrectly states his age as 35, but that doesn’t make much of a difference). They slept together when she was 19 and married when she was 22. This has been common knowledge among Prince fans, and their relationship was detailed in Garcia’s excellent memoir, “The Beautiful Experience,” in 2017. At times, it is a disturbing read, and I shared my reaction on this blog years ago. I do not think this was an appropriate relationship. I have a niece who is 18 and I would not have been ok with a man over 30 calling her and writing her letters two years earlier, or now, even as a friend. I don’t think we should shy away from discussing this choice by Prince and other men inside and outside of the music industry at this time. I think it’s also important to acknowledge that Garcia and some other women who were involved with Prince do not view themselves as victims. Whatever agency that may have been at play in their lives should be considered. But that does not excuse the abuse of power and controlling behavior on Prince’s part. (I encourage folks to listen to Prince researcher Darling Nisi’s 2019 “Muse 2 the Pharaoh” episode tackling some of these issues. Black women are always doing work before it becomes popular.)

So, what do we do with this information? It all comes down to individual decisions. I can’t tell you how you should engage Prince’s art. I’m going to continue to write about it, while also understanding that a lot of us are re-evaluating our relationships with celebrities, past and present. I’m probably not even done processing my feelings about Michael Jackson. In fact, I recently re-read Scott Woods’ “Leaving Neverland Behind” essay and listened to Leon Neyfakh and Jay Smooth’s podcast, “Think Twice: Michael Jackson,” and both were helpful to me in some ways. Lately, for completely different reasons, I’ve also been reconsidering how I view Kendrick Lamar, whose art has also been important to me. I think we should all be mindful of what we are projecting on these public figures who, at the end of the day, are flawed human beings. But we live in a society that demands black-and-white answers without creating space for nuance. I’m not interested in adhering to those terms. That is why I also found Darling Nisi’s statement on X to be so helpful:

People that you admire can do horrible things. The people who you admire also did amazing things. You do not have to take on their troubles or the bad things that they did. You can focus on the things that they did that were aspirational and what they wanted to be. 

Please do not diminish yourself in connection to the people you admire. 

Please do not completely attach yourself to the people you admire either.

At the same time, I do agree that Prince researchers, scholars and writers should express their thoughts on this subject in some way. Scott Woods, who also wrote a book on Prince, made a constructive post about this on X:

So we must – well, we should want to – dig a little here. Or not. … But if you’re out here playing the legacy game, I think you should have to contend with that out loud if you want others to engage what you have to offer on the man/music. … I’m the one who has to decide if I want to keep engaging whatever you have to half-say. Personally, I embrace this interrogation the way Prince has forced me to interrogate things all of my life.

When it comes to the Prince documentary, it’s hard for me to judge what I haven’t seen. Based on what we know from The New York Times Magazine article, it may not be the documentary I wanted. I was hoping for something similar to the “Quincy” documentary on Netflix. I would like to see a film that focuses on Prince’s groundbreaking achievements: shaping the sound of popular music, advocating for artists’ rights, innovating as an early adapter of online music distribution, upending gender norms, etc. If the documentary does see the light of day, perhaps it will prove me wrong. If nothing else, I would like to see the content of the Jill Jones interview; I don’t think negative information about Prince should be suppressed.  

When it comes to my book, I would like to finish it in 2025. I’m about 80% done, and it’s already more than 500 pages. My goal is to cut the entire book down to around 450 pages. Again, I felt better about my struggle to complete it after I read how Edelman, with all of his resources, took years to pull his project together and stood firm on its length. Even the narrow focus on Prince’s spirituality requires breadth, given that he went through many transformations and produced more than 40 albums unpacking his beliefs. I am still looking for a publisher who believes that enough people care to read a long book about this aspect of Prince’s life and work. 

I do want to make a request: For people who knew Prince and who have been unsure about speaking to me, please reconsider. It’s important to present a well-rounded picture of Prince, and that includes his spiritual life. This applies to both people who have been interviewed for the documentary and those who haven’t, especially Black people who have often been excluded from Prince’s story. I have been fortunate to talk to as many people as I have, but there are still a few key folks I’d like to interview. 

For those who are not familiar with my book, I highlight the complex relationship between sexuality and spirituality throughout Prince’s life and music through a story in six parts. My work ultimately demonstrates that Prince never wavered from his belief in God, nor his mission to make others aware of God’s existence, even as he struggled with inner demons — right up to his death. And for those who are not familiar with my career, I am an award-winning journalist who currently works for the Chicago Sun-Times. I have a master’s degree in journalism from the Ohio University Scripps School of Journalism, where I wrote my thesis on Prince and spirituality. I have presented my research on Prince at several universities across the country and abroad. My essay on Prince’s 1990 “Graffiti Bridge” album and movie has been published in the “Theology and Prince” collection (Lexington Books, 2019).

Each fan’s relationship with Prince is highly personal and unique. At the same time, we must remember that Prince is bigger than what he means to us individually. His life and music are up for grabs for the world to critique; in some ways, he doesn’t even have command over his own narrative. As controlling as he was, he seemed to surrender at times. Just think about his own comments about his vault: “Somebody will do somethin' with it,” he reportedly told his band member, Shelby J. Ultimately, he continuously sought to submit his will to God. Yes, someone as self-assured – and sometimes arrogant – as Prince often expressed a desire to follow something bigger than him. You can debate whether he was successful, but this was a real issue that he grappled with throughout his life and career. In fact, when I think about the lyrics that best encapsulate Prince’s journey, a line from his 1997 song “Don’t Play Me” always comes to mind. For me, it’s important to sit with this aspiration along with the imperfection. 

“The only fame is the light that comes from God and the joy you get to say His name.”

Friday, August 16, 2024

Friday, September 9, 2022

'Jam of the Year' - Prince's Best Moments of 1997

When you think of Prince in 1997, what comes to mind? A man pushing through personal tragedy? An artist promoting a self-proclaimed masterpiece that floundered on the charts?

It's easy to jump to the darker moments of the period, but upon studying his performances and appearances, I found a lot more joy and jams than I expected. In fact, I believe this time in Prince's career is supremely underrated. 

Here are what I consider his best moments of 1997.


Prince performs "Somebody's Somebody" on The Rosie O'Donnell Show

For years, I skipped over "Somebody's Somebody," but hearing it live has made me more appreciative of the R&B jam. This specific performance is loose and fun, with the band playing around with the arrangement. Prince's guitar tone and soloing are highlights, and you can tell he's feeling the song. 


Prince appears on Muppets Tonight


Most people know Prince is hilarious, but they may not know how much he loves children. Viewers were able to see these traits on full display during his appearance on Muppets Tonight. I loved how he poked a little fun at his name change and performed a silly rendition of "Raspberry Beret."

There's also a cute version of "Starfish and Coffee," and a nice performance of "She Gave Her Angels." The episode was filmed a year earlier, just after Prince lost his son. I admire that he went through with the show. It seemed that working helped him cope during that time. 


Prince performs "Face Down" on
The Chris Rock Show

This performance is so fun to watch! Everything from Prince's outfit to the band's choreography is a delight. I love how they were able to capture the energy of the incredible "Facedown" video. The music is tight, especially that crazy turnaround. His musical evolution was one-of-a-kind. At that point, he was about 20 years into his career, and he was still as captivating as ever. Plus, his bassist, Rhonda Smith, is so freakin' cool here. 

“His sense of humor was humongous," guitarist Kat Dyson told me. "He was always making jokes and then he would crack himself up. … There was a lot of laughter, there was a lot of joy. It was serious business, but we laughed a lot.”


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Prince rocks some seriously cool winter coats

Prince was a master of switching up his look with each musical era. Much of the Emancipation period was giving comfort and warmth. I don't know why, but seeing him in these stylish winter coats makes me remember that he's just like the rest of us. When it's Minneapolis cold, everyone needs a puffy coat. (And seeing him pump gas in the "Betcha By Golly Wow!" video also brought him down to Earth. I'm sure he did this in real life on occasion, but seeing it is cool.) 


Prince surprises Bryant Gumbel on NBC's Today

Prince was leery of many folks in the media, so it was always a joy to see when he felt comfortable enough to let his guard down and have some fun on TV. Here, he not only dressed up as Bryant Gumbel, but gave a fun performance, which included an unaired rendition of "Talkin' Loud and Sayin' Nothing." 


Prince launches the Love 4 One Another Charities Tour

I enjoyed watching this hits-heavy tour more than I thought. Prince appeared relaxed, happy and very much into the music. He showed off his skills as pianist, guitarist, bassist, dancer and bandleader. I actually like this concert more than the Jam of the Year show, which he launched later that year. Don't be fooled, though. That show was critically acclaimed. Vibe magazine enjoyed the tour so much that it gave Prince a "Comeback of the Year" honor. 


Vibe magazine, February 1998

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Prince shares some special moments with his heroes

Not only did Prince receive a special tribute from Stevie Wonder, but he also forged a musical and spiritual bond with legendary bassist Larry Graham. And he met Muhammad Ali when she showed up to support the boxing champion's "World Healing Project."

"Muhammad's my hero," he said. "He has been since I was a child."


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Friday, March 25, 2022

'The Music Rocked Us' - Discussing 'Batman' on Rolling Stone Podcast

I was invited on the Rolling Stone Music Now podcast to talk about Prince's Batman album. So much fun! My segment starts at the 23-minute mark. 

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Friday, June 11, 2021

'What if Half the Things Ever Said Turned Out 2 Be a Lie?' - One of Prince’s Richest, Weirdest and Most Intimate Albums Gets a Limited Reissue

By Zachary Hoskins, guest writer

Ever since Warner Bros.’ expanded reissue of Purple Rain opened the floodgates of posthumous Prince releases in 2017, the focus of most fans and critics has (understandably) been on the wealth of material still languishing in the legendary Vault. But there are still plenty of gems that were released during Prince’s lifetime, now hiding in plain sight and worthy of our attention. Saturday’s special Record Store Day release of 1998’s The Truth is the perfect case in point: More than a mere collector’s curio, it marks the first standalone physical reissue of one of this prolific artist’s richest, weirdest and most intimate albums.


Like much of the Artist Then-Formerly Known as Prince’s output from the latter half of the ‘90s, The Truth was a victim of circumstances both inside and outside his control. The album was initially planned for release in 1997, as a follow-up to the previous year’s Emancipation; but when distributor EMI’s American division folded into Virgin and Capitol Records, these plans were scrapped. A single release of the title track, backed with “Don’t Play Me,” was made available in early 1997 from the Artist’s 1-800-NEW-FUNK mail-order service—an innovative release strategy that also happened to make it ineligible for chart placement. When the album finally came out almost a year later, it—along with the even more obscure jazz fusion effort Kamasutra—was sold exclusively in a bundle with the three-disc Crystal Ball compilation. According to PrinceVault, there were at some point plans for a standalone retail release in 2000; but these, too, failed to materialize.

The bitter irony of all this is that The Truth was arguably the Artist’s best—and certainly his most fascinating—album in years. Recorded toward the end of the original run of MTV Unplugged—and toward the beginning of the similarly-formatted VH1 StorytellersThe Truth seems at first glance to share with these series an equation of stripped-down acoustic arrangements with “authenticity,” musical or otherwise. But it quickly becomes evident that something a lot more interesting is afoot, as the raw Delta blues pastiche of the opening title track is gradually invaded by pre-recorded sound effects: first a ticking stopwatch, and later a series of what can only be described as UFO noises.

This undermining of the “unplugged” premise pervades The Truth in ways both subtle (like the unsettling sound of a radio tuned between stations that bubbles beneath the surface of “Don’t Play Me”) and overt (like the ostentatious and, frankly, ridiculous synthesized trumpet on “Man in a Uniform”). With its prominent synth and programmed drums, a track like “Circle of Amour” is no more “acoustic” than, say, “Forever in My Life” from 1987’s Sign “O” the Times; even the genuinely stripped-down groove of “3rd Eye” can’t resist throwing in a few synthesizer swells and layered vocal harmonies, not to mention an elastic bassline by Rhonda Smith of the NPG.

The album’s lyrics play a similar trick. Parts of The Truth are among the most personal songs in Prince’s catalog. “Don’t Play Me” is a searing rejection of the “mountaintop” of mainstream stardom, while “Comeback” is a heartfelt tribute to Amiir, the infant son he and wife Mayte Garcia lost in late 1996. Both “Dionne” and “One of Your Tears” are barbed love letters to singer Dionne Farris, with whom he’d had a dalliance earlier in the decade. Vegan anthem “Animal Kingdom,” while less traditionally autobiographical, is the Artist at his most literal, with lyrics that sound like copy from a PETA campaign set to music. Elsewhere, however, he seems to use personal details as a kind of misdirection: On “Circle of Amour,” for example, he grounds the setting at his own high school (“Tenth grade Central in September”), then uses that setting to weave a lurid fantasy worthy of a Penthouse Forum letter.

All of which is to say that The Truth is a lot more complex than its simple, declarative title suggests. It’s worth noting that the title track never gives a concrete definition of “the Truth,” instead running through a series of “Controversy”-style questions: “Questionnaire, What did U stand 4? / Questionnaire, Who did U save?” By the time the album released in 1998, the Artist was growing less comfortable with these kinds of answerless questions. In her 2017 memoir The Most Beautiful: My Life with Prince, Garcia recalls her husband meeting Larry Graham and praising his spiritual convictions: “‘That man’s faith is so certain,’ he said. ‘There’s no room for doubts or fears.’” In the years to come, the Artist would use the phrase “the Truth” specifically in reference to his newly adopted (and Graham’s long-held) Jehovah’s Witness faith; but at the time of the album’s recording, the concept for him was something a lot more slippery and less concrete.

In short, The Truth is an album that revels in unsettling its own binaries: acoustic and electric, “authentic” and constructed, and yes, even truth and lies. It’s an album that every Prince fan—even those who had lapsed by the late ‘90s—needs to hear. And, while a limited vinyl release on Record Store Day isn’t exactly the wide exposure it deserves, it is in keeping with its obscurantist original release strategy. Just, please don’t try and flip it on Discogs—at least until I can get my hands on a copy.

Zachary Hoskins is the author of Dance / Music / Sex / Romance, a song-by-song chronological blog about the music of Prince.


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Friday, April 2, 2021

'And That Says What?' - Seven Memorable Quotes from the #1Plus1Plus1is3 Symposium

 


Another Prince symposium has come and gone! This year marks the fifth anniversary of the artist's passing, and there has been a wealth of academic scholarship on his art during this time. New York University Associate Vice Provost and professor De Angela L. Duff has been a leader in this space. Her latest event, the #1Plus1Plus1is3 symposium, did not disappoint.

Last weekend, we celebrated 40 years of Controversy, 30 years of Diamonds and Pearls, and 20 years of The Rainbow Children. I always enjoy reuniting with friends, gaining knowledge and listening to the special guests, which included Cbabi Bayoc, Dr. Fink, Sam Jennings, Peggy McCreary, Scott McCullough, Nicolay and Afshin Shahidi. You can learn more on the symposium website and keep watching Duff's YouTube channel for videos of presentations, panels and keynotes. Additionally, you can search the #1plus1plus1is3 hashtag on Twitter. 

I also gave a presentation, "'1 + 1 + 1 Is 3' – Order, Discipline, Truth And Other Christian Values In Prince’s The Rainbow Children," which I will share later when the video was available.

In the past, I've done a roundup of takeaways from symposia, but I thought I'd do something a little different. 

Below are seven memorable quotes from the event.


"Prince wasn't going to wake up one day and be Johnny Mathis." - Kamilah Cummings 

Kamilah Cummings gave a remarkable presentation on Diamonds and Pearls and the myth of colorblindness in Prince's work. She argued that Prince was appealing to whiteness (to succeed in a racist music industry) during this era, and broke down several tactics he employed to meet that goal. She addressed some other strategies, like maintaining a connection to the Black audience. While Prince was never in danger of being dismissed by that audience (contrary to popular belief), he was intentional about the cultural representation in his work. 



Black people were not Prince's "props" during the '90s, "they were his setting and his home." - Melay Araya

Melay Araya's presentation on the music and videos of the Diamonds and Pearls era was a nice a complement to Cummings' work. Araya examined the presence of Black people in Prince's work during this time, highlighting the common theme of "Black people at play." I was very intrigued by her thoughts on Prince's "exploration of Black women's interiority." She bravely took on the topic of colorism in Prince's work and life, pointing out that Prince presented Black women in myriad roles--mother, friend, etc.--beyond that of the object of affection. I think there is so much more to say on this topic, and I would like to see a panel featuring Araya and Cummings in conversation. I'll just put this out there: I'm happy to moderate. 



We can think of Prince's crossover as the "pursuit of resources versus assimilation." - Harold Pride

The topic of Prince's "crossover" to the "mainstream" came up during a brilliant panel, featuring C. Liegh McInnis, Kamilah Cummings, Mark Anthony Neal and Harold Pride--with input from Monique Morris. This subject is often discussed, but with little nuance and consideration of the systemic racism within the music industry. This group did a great job with it, even employing an effective metaphor that was transformative for the audience. I'm looking forward to seeing the video. 


 


"We've had the power all along." - Laura Tiebert

I teared up multiple times during the symposium, and they were all during talks about Diamonds and Pearls. Something stirred in me when Cummings said the album was his "put some respect on my name" album. I also was touched by Tiebert's beautiful analysis of the album against the framework of The Wizard of Oz, which Prince credits in the liner notes. "Diamonds and Pearls is Prince’s declaration that while the journey down the yellow brick road to self-empowerment is filled with challenges, confidence and trust in ourselves is the key that will ultimately open the gates of Oz," Tiebert argued. I think I was reminded that Prince didn't have to do anything after the run that he had in '80s. Folks complain about his '90s work, but he was still operating on a genius level. He never stopped striving for excellence, and we never stop holding him to impossible standards. Still, he wanted to be an inspiration for all of us, and we will continue to learn from him even though he isn't physically here.





"[Prince] can't just be bae." - Dr. Joan Morgan 

During the roundtable on Controversy, Dr. Joan Morgan simply articulated the way a lot of us feel: There is so much more to Prince beneath the surface, which is why we are fans and spend so much time studying him. Though I was a teenager when I became deeply interested in his music, he did not prompt me to interrogate myself as a sexual being the way he did for other fans in the 1980s. I discovered a more conservative Prince in the 2000s, and I connected with his music on a spiritual level. However, he is so much more to me beyond spirituality and even beyond the music. I do wonder if my relationship would have been different if I grew up in the 1980s. 



I also appreciated Dr. Morgan's perspective on Prince and queerness. 




"The Hero's Journey is a continuous loop. Very broadly, you could argue that loops within Prince's journey each have a seven-year arc." 

Edgar Kruize offered a fascinating presentation, analyzing Prince's career against the framework of "The Hero's Journey," popularized by American literature professor Joseph Campbell. I'm definitely planning to return to this thought-provoking analysis. You can watch for yourself below.



"He ain't let the jazz breathe." - Randy Ferguson

This was a comment in the chat during The Rainbow Children roundtable. I appreciated this group of scholars tackling one of their least favorite albums. I think they shared some thoughtful criticisms and tried to find some redemption. One of the most interesting discussions was around Prince's approach to jazz. Why did he choose certain musicians like Najee or Renato Neto? How did that affect his sound? I'd love to hear a panel of musicians talk about this further. What was Prince doing with the Madhouse records (jazz fusion?) versus The Rainbow Children, One Nite Alone, N.E.W.S. and Xpectation? Which musical styles did he "master," and which ones were part of experiments? 





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Wednesday, December 30, 2020

'Just a No-name Reporter' - Celebrating 10 years of A Purple Day in December


This month marks 10 years since I started this blog and, really, the current version of my book on Prince. I thought it was important to spend some time reflecting on the past decade. When I made that first post on Dec. 1, 2010, I was so enthusiastic and naive. Today, I'm still invested in this project but I'm also a bit more astute and realistic. Any biographer will tell you that they develop a complicated relationship with the subject; you learn so much about human nature, and it can be difficult to digest the information. I went in with a simplistic idea of what Prince's spiritual journey could be, and (shocker) it is so much more complex than I could have ever imagined. I am still hoping readers find beauty and inspiration in that complexity--or at the very least an intriguing character study.

This blog is not only a chronicle of my journey to write a book, but a record of my personal and professional life. I started and finished graduate school while writing this blog. I interned at Billboard in New York City. I moved to Columbus, Ohio, to become a full-time reporter, which changed my life tremendously. I've built an impressive career and found my purpose in elevating Black voices in my community. However, it's also uncomfortable to look back. I've never made a habit of baring my soul here, but I can look at certain blog posts and think about relationships and friendships that didn't work out, former supporters who lost interest, and periods when I was dealing with depression. 

Of course, there were funny moments along the way. I cringe at some of the terrible clip art and outdated technology. (Honestly, if I could do it over again, I would have hosted this blog on a different platform.) I also laugh at the moment I discovered there was salacious, Prince-based fan fiction

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There is also a lot of joy. I saw Prince at Madison Square Garden the same month I started the blog. Three weeks after my first post, I completed my first interview, which was with Gayle Chapman. Today, I can proudly say I've interviewed over 40 people. I'll never forget serendipitously meeting up with Prince's former publicist, Howard Bloom, for a five-hour interview in Brooklyn, or making my mom proud by interviewing someone she admired--the legendary Larry Graham. I never imagined I'd get the opportunity to present my research at an academic conference in the UK, but I did, and I made sure to document that experience--one of the happiest times of my life--on the blog. I also had the honor of appearing on an episode of the official Prince podcast. Additionally, I've met so many great people who've found me through this blog or in other Prince-related spaces. 

I never thought Prince would pass away while I was writing the book. It was difficult to navigate that publicly, but I did, and it's documented on the blog. But it's great to be able to revisit a post and reminisce about how fun it was when he was here, doing things in real time. For example, I get a kick out of seeing my reaction to his launch of the 3rdEyeGirl era in 2013. 

Posing at Madison Square Garden before the Prince show on Dec 18, 2010

I'd be lying if I said the book and this blog were easy. I've been doing this for a decade and I'm tired. I'm ready to be done. I'm almost there, but it's going to take more hard work to finish in 2021, which I need to do. I have to move on with the rest of my life. I have new goals to achieve, including things I've sacrificed to bring this project to fruition. There has been a lot of rejection, but I have some key supporters, including a new agent, so I'm in a good place. I still struggle with self-doubt. Sometimes I feel I'm not worthy of getting certain interviews or even getting my work published, but I know that's not true. I just have to be careful not to indulge that thinking for too long. 

I'm proud of myself for re-committing myself to blogging consistently these past two years, but it's time to prioritize the rest of my book. That means there may be some gaps in between posts, and I have to learn to be OK with that. I'm still excited for the potential interviews, reviews, guest posts, contests and other types of content I can publish, but I have to be more strategic.

Presenting at the "Purple Reign Conference" at the University of Salford in Manchester

I don't know what my plans are for the blog once I'm finished with my book. I do know I will probably need a break from Prince-related content for a while. I have so many other stories to tell, hopefully. But I am so grateful to have this archive. (I should probably download these posts now, huh?)

Thank you so much for going on this journey with me. Happy New Year!

- Erica 


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